Doing it scared...

Life.

It is scary.

So I’m doing it scared.

Believe me when I tell you: I WOULD NOT WISH THIS ON ANYONE.

So we pray and hope for the best, and prepare for the worst. And somewhere in between, we will find a new normal. Ish. I love those three letters. They represent so much.

So for now...here are the three newest family members:

We have Jen...because of Jennifer Garner in Alias. (Blue) keep in mind, this was seconds after pulling it from an amazon package. 🤣🤣🤣 ($7 “splurge.”) *Edited to add that it was UPSIDE DOWN! 🙄🙄🙄. New Picture as “proof”.

Then we have Victoria , 

and the Chloe. 

I’m on the hunt for a redhead wig. Nothing bright, but definitely red. 👌👏🏻 

Breaker 1-9

Hello from the couch! 🤣 That seems to be my place of operations. #Headquarters. 🤣🤣🤣🤣

How are the lot of you??? I’ve had a CRAZY couple of weeks.  From finding out my cancer is back—to into my brain. 😬 We’ve done radiation, I have my final one tomorrow on my head....and then I’ll start the series of ten for my spine. I have to have these done or I’ll be paralyzed. 😬again—so fun.

So here are the facts. : 4-6 weeks with not treating....or 6 months with treatment. At this point everything is on the table. I’ve been given CBD oil; and healing creams; also, I’ve had very good success with Jesus! He’s my best friend!!! Besides Rachelle. That girl is amazing!!! She organizes her life, my life and the life of the business she’s employed with.

Wow. So humbling and contagious. Joy...unspeakable. I’m so very tired. I sleep all day and through the night. I’ve never felt so loved and cared for...totally blessed!

My family has been trickling in. Visiting here and there. The folks from church are in and out...providing meals,  and rides for the kids.

So, there is that. Always loved...always taken care of...😘🌈